There shall be showers of blessings..
this is the promise of love....
there shall be seasons refreshing...
send them upon us oh lord...
showers of blessing...showers of blessings we need...........
This is something i am hearing since my childhood
i am sick of hearing this
i have heard that.."whatever happens happens for good(jo hota hai acche k leye hota hai)"
that true, whatever happens happens for good, acche k leye...but shayad mai to buri hu
bure k leye kuch kyu nae hota
i am now understanding the meaning of jealousy,irritation,impatience...
when we are happy actually happy then only we can be good
good to others and good to ourselves
good to society
but ....
i am not happy
so every now and then i have a fight with someone or the other
and since i have fight with someone or the other i become more unhappy..
i try
try a lot
to be normal
but this is what i am doing since long
i no more want to do it
i want to be the way i am
i actually dont have any specific reason to be happy
and if u r thinking that i have more privilege then many others then i will say that i do thank god for that and do use those abilities of mine for the good of myself and at times others
GOD...good name
he is only faith i must say
or a blind faith
i which i have believed since my birth
he will do everything fine
fine at the end
who is gonna enjoy at the end
after so many sufferings
so much pain
whats the point....... when he can make us miserable for years and years
and then at the end give us what we desire or deserved for
does he really gives us that or do we belive that he has given us
i dont actually know what i am writing...
but i know one thing that i was not writng becoz of this
becoz of this frustation of mine
i knew whenever i will write
i will write such crap(?)
but yes i do feel it that everone has THE right to be happy
and i am among one of the waiting ones.....................
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"and then at the end give us what we desire or deserved for
ReplyDeletedoes he really gives us that or do we belive that he has given us".
This thing has always eaten an important part of my mind.I don't believe in God.But all these years along I have been made to believe that whatever happens,happens for a reason,all happens for good.
CRAP....
What I have figured out is that finally we as human beings are quite jovial hopeful creatures.We tend to find happiness everywhere.So,after a long ardous struggle whatever we get we see it as too much and worthful.In short we adapt to it.Thats the naked truth.But the point is we are happy with this arrangement and it actually helps us out in these trying times.
And yes in happiness we seem as far more better beings,seemingly less irritated,less frustrated less complex.
2 things for this.
Firstly,this phase is the frustrated phase,we are less busy and see more of dese things.Might be you are true over here.
But,secondly this is the challenge.At times not so good are we good!!!
I hope we all would be.
And I believe:
"There shall be showers of blessings..
this is the promise of love...."
Let's wait till then:)
(And yup I must say that technically this is a wonderful view that you have written.You have just the ryt amnt of punch to keep the reader engrossed.)
~Harsha
”but yes i do feel it that everone has THE right to be happy
ReplyDeleteand i am among one of the waiting ones.....................
I am here because of Harsha.
Out of everything you said, the ending is the most profound; as it is what you desire to say, before you tried to explain your reasoning behind what you said. Therein lies the key to your unhappiness, indeed, to all of our unhappiness.
Man made system of the “God Belief” does not work for the thinking mind, for reasons you have stated here. The question then becomes the answer, “If God is who Man says He is, why so much suffering and unhappiness among humanity?”
Remove “man made gods” and the answer will become clearer before you get old like the rest of us. Happiness is a state of BEING, so if someone or something have trampled on your “being”, thus causing you to be unhappy; whether it’s your belief system, or the way you are living, or the way you perceive life, and on and on and on … with all this in mind, do you wonder why “we”, the “waiting ones” are frustrated? The rich have plenty, yet they are so unhappy they wreak havoc on the poor by taking everything and giving very little back, except propaganda and/or delusions of the mind.
Go within self, where I believe lives the “god” folks are trying to get you to believe live everywhere except in self. Communicate with the “Being” you find there, and ask the hard question? Why am I in a state of unhappiness? Trust the answer, and think it is so, and it is said, and I have come to believe, “so a person thinks so they are”. It’s one of the reasons we are so programmed, the more we are programmed to believe a thing, the more we believe it and thus it becomes true.
You take care … as you are your own blessing!
@Amias...it was really nice of u to drop by.and yes ofcourse i do agree with you and ould surely follow whatever u told.
ReplyDeletethnx.
you know hat today i m happy
since writing this post of mine i am happy
happy as in really satisfied
for me this blog of mine is like a notbook ..so whnver i m frustratated of extremly sad i write
and i too dnt know what i write
i just write
and u know what after reading this post of mine ven i m amazed what have i written
i mean too much in a public place
but sure will do take care.since i am my own blessing
thks a loads
@Amias
ReplyDeleteThanks for doing this for me dear:)
There are some souls who when they come into action are able to quench the mind's thirst of all those they meet.
You are one such being my dear.
God-the way we are programmed,answers a lot many things.
The day believers remove "Man made gods", god would be everywhere for every being.
The day we come out and start looking over the programmed thing surreality would turn into reality.
There is one thing thanks to Amias as well as Aarti that I would always remember from this conversation-
"You take care … as you are your own blessing!"
~Harsha
COH, you have another family out here in thte World Wide Wed, welcome.
ReplyDeleteI do the same with my blogs, I write out my thoughts so that I may see myself better.
Woo hoo .. .Aarti sharma didn't knew u were on blogger's park......
ReplyDeleteWell nice to see a blog with true feelings and emotions and that too written by nice and True friend ...
par yaar tu yeh kaise bhul gayi ki when GOD is busy and can't take care of his creation he made friends for them .....happiness is always round the corner just give me a call....
There "IS" shower of blessing .....this is promise of LOVE and FRIENDSHIP.
@A-key..ek tu he to hai jo hum sab mai energy input kata hai
ReplyDeletetu nae hota to hum seriously ajeeb ho jate
nice to se ur comments dear
thx